I would love the Universe
Not to profit by her, or steal her grace
But for what she is –
I would smile at the starts
Not for seeking or inner comfort
But because I exist because of them
I would try to know the Universe
Not for control by her powers
Or how I can exploit her myriad truths!
But because her wonders are the orders
Of my own divine formula
My heritage, the science of my ancestry
The future of my dearest kin
I would serve Life in the Galaxy
Not for my species to gain over others
But for all life to have its moment to bloom
I am from a dying, warlike species
But I would love the Universe
As my last power of choice, on a world
That I unheedingly aided to destroy.
Wuji Seshat 
this state of mind is the most beautiful, loving the universe because we simply exist
Yes I tried very hard to convey that, I’m not sure I succeeded 😛
I did feel it in the words, thanks for sharing a similar feeling a few of us feel here on planet earth